Tag: lonely
member name: Audrey F.
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March 04, 2007 01:21 PM EST --
I bumped into my friend, Tom, this morning in the laundry room of my apartment complex. We've been chatting for the past ten-going-on-eleven years since I first moved into my apartment. . . .
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April 10, 2007 04:05 PM EDT --
My mother used to come to visit me every year. She’d stay in my apartment, sleep on the fold out couch in the living room. She’d take a walk to get coffee in the morning while I did my . . .
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April 19, 2007 06:19 PM EDT --
Yesterday when I left therapy, I felt alive, just for an instant, but for that instant, I felt this bubbling pleasure welling up inside me, before some negative thought that I was unable to catch in time, . . .
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March 31, 2008 12:39 AM EDT --
Inspired by jean j's post tonight.
i have love in my heart
for you and no other
not this love that I feel
it is longing
it is passion
it is honest and
pure . . .
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December 14, 2008 12:37 PM EST --
I had to take the painkillers because my knee started to ache badly yesterday, so I am struggling to keep my eyes open. Apparently the medication I am taking (Darvocet) makes you very sleepy. . . .
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April 10, 2007 04:33 PM EDT --
My jaw is tight
My eyes are achy
My mouth is dry,
My tongue like cotton
My head feels like it’s in a vise
With the clamp twisted hard
My stomach hurts
My nose is itching to sneeze
My lips . . .
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July 04, 2007 04:48 PM EDT --
My whole body feels heavy, but the sun is shining and I refuse to lie down on my couch and zone out because I don't know what to do with myself. It's the 4th of July and everyone I know who . . .
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March 18, 2007 01:16 AM EDT --
An apartment after the tenants move out
Cupboards with no food in them
A dog when she’s been abandoned
A woman alone at night, sleeping on a park bench
A child when his father leaves and never . . .
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May 11, 2008 12:09 PM EDT --
I love you, mother,
I do, I really do,
But you were so rarely there for me
It's hard for me to celebrate you.
I needed you to protect me
I needed you to care . . .
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August 01, 2007 02:17 PM EDT --
I was in great spirits all day yesterday. I got up in the morning with little problem, worked out, showered, dressed, ate breakfast and went off to complete my to do list---9 am: Appointment with . . .
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February 09, 2008 02:59 PM EST --
I am bundled up in my sweatclothes with an ice pack on my back. I am sooooooooo bored. I keep flipping through the pages of articles at Gather, clicking on one, then another and finding nothing that catches . . .
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May 28, 2007 02:02 AM EDT --
I just looked at four paintings by one of my favorite artists. All day I'd been on the verge of something or nothing. Something like tears, but every time I started to feel them pushing . . .
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